"DON'T CRY FOR SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T DESERVE YOUR TEARS BECAUSE THE PERSON WHO DESERVES YOU WONT LET YOU CRY A SINGLE TEAR."

Friday, December 31, 2010

goodbye 2010

yes, today is 31 december 2010
the last day of 2010
first of all,
i wanted to say a big thank you to all the people who love me
you people made my year more fun and cheerful each day
my friends and my love

i met a lot of new friends this year
but my old friends are still the best
my friends are all awesome
thank you guys for always being there when i needed you
for always supporting me and telling me to be strong
to lend me a shoulder to cry on when i needed one
by just being you guys, you are all damn awesome
you made me laugh till i cry, and when i cry, you made me laugh
no other better words could describe how lucky i am to have friends like you guys
you guys are the best and i miss you all alot!
i cant wait till school re-opens so that i could see and hang out with you all again!
gonna give you all big big hugs!
love you guys till death!

but 2010..someone in my life made it more special
because i met someone special and amazing after my 14 years
i wanted to thank you baby for coming into my life and love me for who i am
meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice but falling for you, im happy about that
2 more days to our 6monthsary, i really hope i get to see you that day
as you no longer go to the same school with me
i will surely misses the moments we had in school
the times when i send you to your class early in the morning,
the times when you look at me by the window during class,
the times when i hang with you during recess and most of all..
the times when we walk back together after school and how you tell me you love me everyday
im gonna miss it all
it'll be different without your presence around but yea, life goes on
just wanted you to know baby,
eventhough we cant see each other everyday like we used too..but i hope you'll keep me in mind everytime
thats just what i want
remember our sweet memories we had in school cause those are the times that made us love each other more and more
baby you're wonderful,
you're my first and my last..i pray for that each and every day
always, i LOVE you forever

so 2011 is coming in like a few more hours
make sure to cherish and appreciate the last moments with the people you love
i hope that 2011 will be a much more better year for everyone
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Friday, December 24, 2010

lonely Christmas

anneyonggggg~
it's been awhile since i blogged isn't it?
i'm out of ideas lately..
yes, Christmas is coming and i had no idea why i'm so exicited about it the past few days
i could feel the festive spirit coming and all
but i defitnately do not want to spend Christmas alone
i want to spend it with my special someone
although i guess this was just my wishful thinking because it is impossible for me to be out unless i have my friends as companies?
i don't know
Christmas was suppoe to be fun, full of joys and cheers
somehow, i can't experience it
on Christmas eve, i wanted to have dinner together with my boyfriend, have long walks together hands in hands, sit together in a warm room waiting and counting down to Christmas
i wanted to live like that
yes, i really do.
it all sound like a dream but doesn't fit into reality
thats why i always said, dreams are better than reality
i felt useless at times..no, MOST of the times.
all i ever wanted was to give someone i love what he wanted, and why is that so hard?
im weak perhaps?
i really wanted to spend Christmas with him, only him.
i never been so dissapoint like this ever in my life, i don't even sound like myself
what's the point of saying it when it'll never happen?
i dont know.
i can't tell how much i misses him after our last date which was like almost a month ago
can you even feel or know how much i misses you now?


dont promise me a lonely Christmas please.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

bored

anneyooonngggg
yes, today's post is so damn related to the title
'bored'
I AM BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED!!! to the extreme max!!
can anyone suggest something for me to do ? pwetty pweaseeeee~~~
GOSH!
2010 holidays defitnately sucks alot!
i miss the year 2009! it waaas (Y) awsomeee but i still love 2010
2010 is almost coming to an end..2011 is near
once again, new year, new goals, new things..defitnately..new drama.
i miss my buds and babes, especially my darlingg who has go to Kuching for vacation
baby, i miss youu waa :(
im always wondering what are you doing

well, im trying to find something new to do..
buuut, i just can't!
i wanna go out..have some fun and go wild
and im currently too waiting for Eme to come back from Singapore so i can hang out and spend Christmas with her..
OH! christmas is neaaar! :D
what i want for christmas? hmmmmm, haven't thought of it yet! HEHE
see me joblesssss

my fringe is long, no?
i wanna get it trim a little
nevermind~ im gonna go straigthen my hair soon anyways..hehe!
ohhh what to do what to do..!!
fuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
okay. im done here..im too speechless to type anything now~
to end this post,
Orange Caramel - A~ing

i heart this song alot!









"Taylor Swift sings what girls wanna say, Bruno Mars sings what girls wanna hear."

Sunday, December 5, 2010

yourself

Abby is my name
will be blowing sweet 16 candles in 6th November 2011
im a scorpio insectophobia.
yes, it means i freak out of insects and bugs.
green, polaroid, supra footwear, italian food &k-pop lover
hate liars, cheaters and promise-breakers,
note that.
my phone is as important as my life
i like honeydews and cats
i have awesome friends and a chubby cheeks
i think the word booger is cool. yes, i am weird.
chemistry is my enemy, amaths is my friend.
my guy friends in class call me "tissue" thanks to my English teacher, Mr.Matthew.
i may be emotional but i'm not weak,
it means i have the courage to cry.
but sometimes i'm sick of crying, tired of trying. Still, I’m smiling.
because i always thought that,
when life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show it a thousand reasons to smile.
i love to sleep,
it gets me away from all the pain and confusion of life for a while.
i love to talk,
but at times i'm in silence for a reason
if you don't understand my silence, then you don't deserve my words.
don't apologize much to me, i never like the word "sorry",
because sorry does not heal all wounds and it doesn't mean im less hurt than before when you said it to me.
but you can't say sorry and think your mistake will be forgiven then forgotten,
either don't make it in the first place or show you are actually sorry.
i love to be nice and be there for my love ones,
but just because i'm always here for you doesn't mean you can take me for granted.
looking at the sky is what i always do
going out for a jog is what i like to do
the beach is where i love to be, because its a place that take random craps out of me.
my worst habit is to forgive and forget
faking a smile is what i do best because that's my best way to hide my pain.
but at times,
those pain that im holding are worth to endure it,
because its way better then not to be able to experience that pain anymore from the person i love the most.
i'm not anyone special to anybody,
just an any ordinary girl
i'm lazy, i get bored and sometimes i feel ignored
i make wishes, i have dreams and i believe in pinky promises
but i'm happy,
the fact he owns my heart.
yes him,
his favourite colour is dark green, he loves football and he's mine.
qusrin ♥





*got this from someone's blog: "Tired of not knowing what to post on your blog after a long while? Sick of thinking about any good subject to start with? Then just randomly post a long paragraph about yourself in you own way, to let your readers know more about you."

Friday, December 3, 2010

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Happy 14th Birthday Darl


anneyonnggg~
indeed it is, today is miss.Sophia Leong Fung Lian's aka my darl birthday!
so, Happy Birthday!
thanks for being such a great and funny friend
may you have an awesome day today and grow more prettier each year :)
xx
(sorry for grabbing your gorgeous picture from Facebook without your permission :p but i'm sure you won't mind..HEHE)

With Lots Of Love From Your Darl,
Abby ♥

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

us, everywhere

anneyonggg~
so the Holidays are with us now..and like i said, it's pretty much boring
yesterday,
i went to school to take my report, the hospital and then to Miri
and yes im tired after all that
my report was..okay i guess
i didnt get any failures or sorts but it didnt reach my expectations though
well, at least i get to promote to year10science next year :)
moving on..
why did i went to the hospital?
to get my eye checked
i have a refraction problem in my right eye but thank god, my doctor said it was nothing big..so no need to worry about :)
but heck, i have to wait for god damn 2 hours for my freakin' turn
the hospital was like jam packed!
then to Miri..
it wasn't much fun like last time..i didn't shop much clothes..
i eat alot tho :b
the only things i've bought are 2 'Little Black Dress' collection storybooks,
namely (or titled) "the Love Boat" & "Hollywood Affairs"
im not quite a bookworm myself but hey, i gotta have at least something to do for this boring holiday

ok, my point of this post today is about the day i hang out with my CCMS buds on..last thursday
we all went to Fratini's first to have our lunch
(*fratini is my current favourite restaurant, HEHE)
i ordered Fetuccini Carbonara as it was my favourite Italian dish ;)
well waht can you say, im a big fan for Italian foods

my buds orders a 16pieces gigantic meat lovers pizza!
i ate half a slice because i'm full..the other half is in Yvonne's stomach ;)
its meat and its cheesy, not to mention..fresh out of the oven (not to miss out expensive)
who wouldn't want a bite of it? (that's GuangYi's hand btw)

all poses after having a lunch :)

then we went killing time over at the arcade
the same old place, same old boring stuffs..but, one of the ways to release stress?
smile :)

off we go to Ogdc
walking under the hot sun
oh mr.Sunny Sun, i know you're hot but please don't show much of yourself otherwise we would get a terrible nosebleed by your damn hotness ;) HAHA

in the exhibition!
we didn't actually went in there to have 'fun'
we went in there for the air-conditioner and of course, to wait until it's not that sunny so we can walk to the beach

why is it still sunny?
oh wells, the things teenagers wanna do ;)
we walked to the Billion Barrel for like 20minutes i guess
thats Zhi Chu trying to be a gentleman to the ladies, HAHA

through all those tiring walks, hurting legs, thristy throats, uncomfortable sweats and fun laughters of our journey
we get to relaxed ourselves by the beach side :)
i really love going to the beach..it has always been a wonderful place where i can get over stressful things blowing up my mind by watching the blue skies and gushing waves

the sun is setting
and its time for us to go home
i must say..You Nan did a beautiful shot of this picture

our purpose of this hang out is actually a 'gift' we wanted to do to a special friend of ours
we had our way of doing it that no one knows
but who knows..something kinda went wrong that day but i am not mentioning it here :)
well thats all, i had a great time with you all
(and thank you sayangg for coming to spend some time with me :) LOVE you ♥)

as always,
to end this post..the song that i will upload today i surprisingly ain't k-pop :P
i really love this song to the boots
Taylor Swift - Speak Now <3





"the one whom you cry for does not deserve your tears & the one who deserves you will never let you cry."

Friday, November 26, 2010

Days

anneyonggggg
friday. but aint freaky
went to hang out with my buds yesterday at Fratini's, Arcade, Ogdc &Beach
but i'll post about it the next time when i'm free
actually..correction,
when i'm NOT LAZY. HEHE
here's just a so-called "sneak preview" of yesterday event

just a fail picture of me sitting on the rocks of the beach, lol.
edited of course, not to mentioned..cropped.
credits to You Nan :)

AND!
i so can't wait for tomorrow, i guess?
what's going on tomorrow?
my school's Parents Day and also the opening ceremony of our new builiding
wheee, i'll get to study there for like 2 more years!
trust me, its awesomeee in there
huge, lol.
but what reaaaaally ruins it is that my "bro" is coming, hurray! not. :b
well, he IS an ex SMSS, so yea whatever..haha
ahhhhh
i got nothing left to say
to end this post,
T-ara - Why are you being like this





"perfection is not beautiful, human is beautiful."

Sunday, November 21, 2010

feelin' so fly


anneyonnggg haseyooo
sunday, 21.11.2010
i came across allkpop website today as usual, of course
Home Of Kpop Lovers <3
and guess what i found?
everybody knows the brand new song that everyone's been loving
"Like A G6"
if you still don't know that song..mahn, you're so outdated
that song is so damn popular that MTV has been putting all over and over again
every song has its parody i guess
and today,
at allkpop site, i found it! more importantly,
its parodying Yong Jun Hyung! MY HUBBY! HEHE <3

its pretty cool that even Jun Hyung himself get to see it
below is the description from allkpop:
"A video parodying B2ST’s Yong Jun Hyung titled ‘Like Yong Jun Hyung’ using the beat of Far⋆East Movement’s platinum hit single ‘Like a G6′ was recently uploaded on the internet. The video was so funny that miss A’s Min tweeted the link to Yong Jun Hyung himself"
& JunHyung himself said "its awesome to the boots" check it out below!

i loveee the lyrics "Yoseob all around him and been acting like he's drunk." HAHA
people said its a fail video but hey, its cool to the core
well,
thats all for now..have a nice day people!




"life is worthwhile if you love and to be love."

Saturday, November 20, 2010

at Trish's!

anneyonggg
holidays have not so been that awesome.
a word "boredom" describes it all
yesterday, i went to BSRC to see my baby and buds play football
thank you guys for ditching me by going home first and left me all alone in the dark with a couple of 'smoke-freakos' disturbing me. (sarcasm)
freakin' scary much?
oh wells, i'm used to being alone anyway
i'll post about the football match when i got some few pictures of it from my friends as i was lazy to take pictures, HEHE.

today,
i am going to post about what awesome and fun thing i did on monday, 15.11.2010!
i, of course, went to Trish's house!
a get together for her birthday!
once again, Happy Belated Birthday, Trish. Love ya! xx


i went to pick up Eme along as she had no transport
and Joanne, JiaYi and Kevin were already there that time
actually,
we were all planning to surprise her with a cake
but too bad, its not so surprise afterall..because Trish over-heard Jiayi asking "do u have lighters?"
plus, Iman was pretty late to bring up that cake
but who cares?!
we had fun at least! HEHE
then we had fun swimming at Trish's pool
so im just gonne shut up and let the pictures talk now as they always said "a picture worth a thousand words"
(credits to Iman &Jiayi for the photos and Trish, i want your fat cat!)































*the last picture is taken by Faza, my smexayy freakyy taken twin laydeh AKA Amir Yazid's girl
Oh! Happy 1st Monthsary to you two :)
me in that picture, my babes were like "you could try imagine Abby wearing a tudung, wow."
no way guys, i look chubby..HAHA
well, thats all for today
can't wait for the upcoming Cleaning Campaign this monday (i think.)






"soTrueFact: Bruno Mars should set up a class for guys on how to treat their girlfriend right."

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

colour splash


anneyonnggg~
wednesday is today and its a celebration for the muslims called,
Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha, right?
is the spelling correct? im just trying, HAHA.
so i wish all my muslims friends and sayangg, of course, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA.
so,
today's a public holiday, my cousins went to Miri without me (Fyou, jokes. =P) and i'm dead bored at home.
all i'm doing now is sitting on my couch (my back hurts, ouch.), with my laptop infront of me and trying to do stuffs with Photoscape.
(Oh, and i'm chatting with Azib right now too in msn and he keep saying 'lol', see..
Zeebeh my bebeh says:
` lol
its not that funny baby.)
damn, i can't wait to see my buds and babes at school tomorrow
i miss them.

i'm bored and messing with Photoscape
(i'm also eating a hotdog now then my Dad walked pass and asked me 'why aren't you eating rice?' Sorry Daddy, i'm not hungry..HEHE)
anyhow,
guess what? i found an interest (yay!)
which is as you can see in the title above this very post, Colour Splash
its a type of an edit that only expose the colour of a certain object leaving the background saturated. meaning, black and white.
i then came across mr.Google to find pictures of it..since i'm still not sure whether Phtoscape contains that kind of edit
that is why im 'discovering' it now, DUH.
anddddd..i found these! check it out below



AWESOME.
for your information, i did edit them but as in 'deepen the colour' them-ish. wth, okay!
hmmmmm, photoscape! puhleaseee have colour splash :(
i love colour splash
thats probably one of the reasons why i changed my blog skin..HEHE
well..thats all for today
i basically had not much idea today so yea, have a nice day dudes/dudettes!




"life is not meaningless unless we allow it to be."