yes, today is 31 december 2010
the last day of 2010
first of all,
i wanted to say a big thank you to all the people who love me
you people made my year more fun and cheerful each day
my friends and my love
i met a lot of new friends this year
but my old friends are still the best
my friends are all awesome
thank you guys for always being there when i needed you
for always supporting me and telling me to be strong
to lend me a shoulder to cry on when i needed one
by just being you guys, you are all damn awesome
you made me laugh till i cry, and when i cry, you made me laugh
no other better words could describe how lucky i am to have friends like you guys
you guys are the best and i miss you all alot!
i cant wait till school re-opens so that i could see and hang out with you all again!
gonna give you all big big hugs!
love you guys till death!
but 2010..someone in my life made it more special
because i met someone special and amazing after my 14 years
i wanted to thank you baby for coming into my life and love me for who i am
meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice but falling for you, im happy about that
2 more days to our 6monthsary, i really hope i get to see you that day
as you no longer go to the same school with me
i will surely misses the moments we had in school
the times when i send you to your class early in the morning,
the times when you look at me by the window during class,
the times when i hang with you during recess and most of all..
the times when we walk back together after school and how you tell me you love me everyday
im gonna miss it all
it'll be different without your presence around but yea, life goes on
just wanted you to know baby,
eventhough we cant see each other everyday like we used too..but i hope you'll keep me in mind everytime
thats just what i want
remember our sweet memories we had in school cause those are the times that made us love each other more and more
baby you're wonderful,
you're my first and my last..i pray for that each and every day
always, i LOVE you forever
so 2011 is coming in like a few more hours
make sure to cherish and appreciate the last moments with the people you love
i hope that 2011 will be a much more better year for everyone
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
Friday, December 31, 2010
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Friday, December 24, 2010
lonely Christmas
anneyonggggg~
it's been awhile since i blogged isn't it?
i'm out of ideas lately..
yes, Christmas is coming and i had no idea why i'm so exicited about it the past few days
i could feel the festive spirit coming and all
but i defitnately do not want to spend Christmas alone
i want to spend it with my special someone
although i guess this was just my wishful thinking because it is impossible for me to be out unless i have my friends as companies?
i don't know
Christmas was suppoe to be fun, full of joys and cheers
somehow, i can't experience it
on Christmas eve, i wanted to have dinner together with my boyfriend, have long walks together hands in hands, sit together in a warm room waiting and counting down to Christmas
i wanted to live like that
yes, i really do.
it all sound like a dream but doesn't fit into reality
thats why i always said, dreams are better than reality
i felt useless at times..no, MOST of the times.
all i ever wanted was to give someone i love what he wanted, and why is that so hard?
im weak perhaps?
i really wanted to spend Christmas with him, only him.
i never been so dissapoint like this ever in my life, i don't even sound like myself
what's the point of saying it when it'll never happen?
i dont know.
i can't tell how much i misses him after our last date which was like almost a month ago
can you even feel or know how much i misses you now?
dont promise me a lonely Christmas please.
it's been awhile since i blogged isn't it?
i'm out of ideas lately..
yes, Christmas is coming and i had no idea why i'm so exicited about it the past few days
i could feel the festive spirit coming and all
but i defitnately do not want to spend Christmas alone
i want to spend it with my special someone
although i guess this was just my wishful thinking because it is impossible for me to be out unless i have my friends as companies?
i don't know
Christmas was suppoe to be fun, full of joys and cheers
somehow, i can't experience it
on Christmas eve, i wanted to have dinner together with my boyfriend, have long walks together hands in hands, sit together in a warm room waiting and counting down to Christmas
i wanted to live like that
yes, i really do.
it all sound like a dream but doesn't fit into reality
thats why i always said, dreams are better than reality
i felt useless at times..no, MOST of the times.
all i ever wanted was to give someone i love what he wanted, and why is that so hard?
im weak perhaps?
i really wanted to spend Christmas with him, only him.
i never been so dissapoint like this ever in my life, i don't even sound like myself
what's the point of saying it when it'll never happen?
i dont know.
i can't tell how much i misses him after our last date which was like almost a month ago
can you even feel or know how much i misses you now?
dont promise me a lonely Christmas please.
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
bored
anneyooonngggg
yes, today's post is so damn related to the title
'bored'
I AM BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED!!! to the extreme max!!
can anyone suggest something for me to do ? pwetty pweaseeeee~~~
GOSH!
2010 holidays defitnately sucks alot!
i miss the year 2009! it waaas (Y) awsomeee but i still love 2010
2010 is almost coming to an end..2011 is near
once again, new year, new goals, new things..defitnately..new drama.
i miss my buds and babes, especially my darlingg who has go to Kuching for vacation
baby, i miss youu waa :(
im always wondering what are you doing
well, im trying to find something new to do..
buuut, i just can't!
i wanna go out..have some fun and go wild
and im currently too waiting for Eme to come back from Singapore so i can hang out and spend Christmas with her..
OH! christmas is neaaar! :D
what i want for christmas? hmmmmm, haven't thought of it yet! HEHE
see me joblesssss
my fringe is long, no?
i wanna get it trim a little
nevermind~ im gonna go straigthen my hair soon anyways..hehe!
ohhh what to do what to do..!!
fuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
okay. im done here..im too speechless to type anything now~
to end this post,
Orange Caramel - A~ing
i heart this song alot!
"Taylor Swift sings what girls wanna say, Bruno Mars sings what girls wanna hear."
yes, today's post is so damn related to the title
'bored'
I AM BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED!!! to the extreme max!!
can anyone suggest something for me to do ? pwetty pweaseeeee~~~
GOSH!
2010 holidays defitnately sucks alot!
i miss the year 2009! it waaas (Y) awsomeee but i still love 2010
2010 is almost coming to an end..2011 is near
once again, new year, new goals, new things..defitnately..new drama.
i miss my buds and babes, especially my darlingg who has go to Kuching for vacation
baby, i miss youu waa :(
im always wondering what are you doing
well, im trying to find something new to do..
buuut, i just can't!
i wanna go out..have some fun and go wild
and im currently too waiting for Eme to come back from Singapore so i can hang out and spend Christmas with her..
OH! christmas is neaaar! :D
what i want for christmas? hmmmmm, haven't thought of it yet! HEHE
see me joblesssss
my fringe is long, no?
i wanna get it trim a little
nevermind~ im gonna go straigthen my hair soon anyways..hehe!
ohhh what to do what to do..!!
fuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
okay. im done here..im too speechless to type anything now~
to end this post,
Orange Caramel - A~ing
i heart this song alot!
"Taylor Swift sings what girls wanna say, Bruno Mars sings what girls wanna hear."
Sunday, December 5, 2010
yourself
Abby is my name
will be blowing sweet 16 candles in 6th November 2011
im a scorpio insectophobia.
yes, it means i freak out of insects and bugs.
green, polaroid, supra footwear, italian food &k-pop lover
hate liars, cheaters and promise-breakers,
note that.
my phone is as important as my life
i like honeydews and cats
i have awesome friends and a chubby cheeks
i think the word booger is cool. yes, i am weird.
chemistry is my enemy, amaths is my friend.
my guy friends in class call me "tissue" thanks to my English teacher, Mr.Matthew.
i may be emotional but i'm not weak,
it means i have the courage to cry.
but sometimes i'm sick of crying, tired of trying. Still, I’m smiling.
because i always thought that,
when life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show it a thousand reasons to smile.
i love to sleep,
it gets me away from all the pain and confusion of life for a while.
i love to talk,
but at times i'm in silence for a reason
if you don't understand my silence, then you don't deserve my words.
don't apologize much to me, i never like the word "sorry",
because sorry does not heal all wounds and it doesn't mean im less hurt than before when you said it to me.
but you can't say sorry and think your mistake will be forgiven then forgotten,
either don't make it in the first place or show you are actually sorry.
i love to be nice and be there for my love ones,
but just because i'm always here for you doesn't mean you can take me for granted.
looking at the sky is what i always do
going out for a jog is what i like to do
the beach is where i love to be, because its a place that take random craps out of me.
my worst habit is to forgive and forget
faking a smile is what i do best because that's my best way to hide my pain.
but at times,
those pain that im holding are worth to endure it,
because its way better then not to be able to experience that pain anymore from the person i love the most.
i'm not anyone special to anybody,
just an any ordinary girl
i'm lazy, i get bored and sometimes i feel ignored
i make wishes, i have dreams and i believe in pinky promises
but i'm happy,
the fact he owns my heart.
yes him,
his favourite colour is dark green, he loves football and he's mine.
qusrin ♥
*got this from someone's blog: "Tired of not knowing what to post on your blog after a long while? Sick of thinking about any good subject to start with? Then just randomly post a long paragraph about yourself in you own way, to let your readers know more about you."
will be blowing sweet 16 candles in 6th November 2011
im a scorpio insectophobia.
yes, it means i freak out of insects and bugs.
green, polaroid, supra footwear, italian food &k-pop lover
hate liars, cheaters and promise-breakers,
note that.
my phone is as important as my life
i like honeydews and cats
i have awesome friends and a chubby cheeks
i think the word booger is cool. yes, i am weird.
chemistry is my enemy, amaths is my friend.
my guy friends in class call me "tissue" thanks to my English teacher, Mr.Matthew.
i may be emotional but i'm not weak,
it means i have the courage to cry.
but sometimes i'm sick of crying, tired of trying. Still, I’m smiling.
because i always thought that,
when life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show it a thousand reasons to smile.
i love to sleep,
it gets me away from all the pain and confusion of life for a while.
i love to talk,
but at times i'm in silence for a reason
if you don't understand my silence, then you don't deserve my words.
don't apologize much to me, i never like the word "sorry",
because sorry does not heal all wounds and it doesn't mean im less hurt than before when you said it to me.
but you can't say sorry and think your mistake will be forgiven then forgotten,
either don't make it in the first place or show you are actually sorry.
i love to be nice and be there for my love ones,
but just because i'm always here for you doesn't mean you can take me for granted.
looking at the sky is what i always do
going out for a jog is what i like to do
the beach is where i love to be, because its a place that take random craps out of me.
my worst habit is to forgive and forget
faking a smile is what i do best because that's my best way to hide my pain.
but at times,
those pain that im holding are worth to endure it,
because its way better then not to be able to experience that pain anymore from the person i love the most.
i'm not anyone special to anybody,
just an any ordinary girl
i'm lazy, i get bored and sometimes i feel ignored
i make wishes, i have dreams and i believe in pinky promises
but i'm happy,
the fact he owns my heart.
yes him,
his favourite colour is dark green, he loves football and he's mine.
qusrin ♥
*got this from someone's blog: "Tired of not knowing what to post on your blog after a long while? Sick of thinking about any good subject to start with? Then just randomly post a long paragraph about yourself in you own way, to let your readers know more about you."
Friday, December 3, 2010
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Happy 14th Birthday Darl
anneyonnggg~
indeed it is, today is miss.Sophia Leong Fung Lian's aka my darl birthday!
so, Happy Birthday!
thanks for being such a great and funny friend
may you have an awesome day today and grow more prettier each year :)
xx
(sorry for grabbing your gorgeous picture from Facebook without your permission :p but i'm sure you won't mind..HEHE)
With Lots Of Love From Your Darl,
Abby ♥
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